Difficult

Ok let's face it. Learning this improv stuff is difficult. Looking for the "magic bullet easy technique" for guitar improv isn't yet on the market, just as I found a similar product not on the market with regards to playing cocktail piano. It's going to take some time figuring things out AS WELL AS applying these things. So the impatience settles in. 

But for some reason, I just can't give up on this music stuff. I guess it's the thought of making these sounds and expressing myself with them is so appealing. But there's such a tension between wanting to do it, and being frustrated at my current limitations and realities. 

The realities are: 

1. I have limited time to practice.

2. I can't use #1 as an excuse