Rant

Don't feel like practicing. I'm never going to be s great guitar player or piano player. It's not fun, at least not today. It's upsetting when I think that my playing isn't being liked. But that shouldn't matter so much, I know. 

Listening to The Who's "Quadrophenia." Now that is really some cool art. And what am I doing at age 55? Can't even remember a couple of scales.

Well that's not fair. My professional life has mostly been devoted to my career and not to music, so to say I'm never going to be musically great isn't really painting a complete picture of my professional life. 

It has to be fun, and it doesn't quite feel like fun today.